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Name: Melissa
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: New York City
Birthday: 5/2/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: a perfect circle, acdc, acey slade, amboogalard, amy brown, androgyny, ann rice, art, b&d, bass, bettie page, bile, billy lane, black and white photography,boys in eyeliner, candles, choppers inc., concerts, corsets, cross dressing, dope, edgar allan poe, extreme body modification, extreme fashion, eyeliner, styling, fashion, fishnets, freak, gender bending, george carlin, guitar, guys with long hair, honesty, horror films, hot wax, incense, individuality, ireland, jeordie white, joey jordison, johnny depp, korn, live shows, local bands, lord of the rings, mad mad house, makeup, marilyn manson, marilyn monroe, matt zane, murderdolls, , nine inch nails, philosophy, piano, piercings, pin up girls, poetry, , reading, rob zombie, s&m, scotland, shoes, silver, slash, sleep, slipknot, society 1, spirituality, static-x, tapeworm, tattoos, crow, doors, ramones, tool, tripp clothing, twiggy, type o negative,
Expertise: knitting, retail, styling, makeup
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  jonathan69davis
AIM:  docmartiengirl
Member Since:
2/18/2005
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| Wow, it has been awhile since i updated this thing. I been so busy that i haven't had a chance. First off i got housing right now, and school is in full swing. I do not have much in the way of time to myself. School is taking most of my time. I am setting right now in school writting this. But my classes are going well. i am getting along well with my classmates. We are all forming some very stroung bonds. One of my classmares is shinning light on my he knew that he was gay. We have alot in commen with doing this extreme but in differnet ways. Well i go to go back to school work. | | |
| Sorry that i haven't updated for a long time. i haven’t had much of a chance to go online. I have a huge praise. I have enough money to pay for college. I just need now is a place to stay and provisions for food. God is so giving even when you give up all hope. His light shines through. This summer I am learning to trust in God, and his grace. I am learning to heal, and do not believe in the lies Satan tells me. The biggest thing i am learning is to be still in Gods arms, and let him love me, and not to worry about things. God is great, and he sees us through everything even when there seems there are no hope. | | |
| Please Pray for my family. We been opressed now for over 12 years now. For the longest of time i had anger and bitterness towards my sister and my mom, now i weep for my family. The are blinded and will not see each other point of views. They both speak out of pain, And when you speak out of pain it will hurt the person and yourself inreturn. I know that i cant fully heal till my family heals., It is a root to many of own pain. Pray that their eyes will be open, and be able to see each other side. Please pray that my God will work himself back into my sisters life, and she stops using her kids to hurt my mother. Just Pray for the world's families not just mine. The family unit is under attack, and with the world coming to the end, the family unit is needed for the ends times even more. | | |
| I am sitting here in Brit's home in Georgia. Just having amazing week. I did things that i have never done before in my life aka Shooting a Gun, going 4 wheeling, and starting my sword and knife collection. The 3 things that i can take away from my trip are one, I got to get to know Brit more, and we grew closer. The second thing that i learned was to relaxe in Gods arms. Sometimes we get so caught up in everything else that we forget to trust in God, and loose ourselves in him. something we need to remind ourselves everyday. Third I do have close friends, people that i can trust and talk to. I am so excited to start living with Jen. I know that i will heal more, and grow closer to God during that time. well i see everyone tomorrow. | | |
| I am done with school yea!!!
Last night was a mighty one. I see God answering my prayers to help me minister to my family. It is not the family needs salvation, but they already have that knowledge, i need to show them the problems in the church. Thankfully they are starting to see it, and more impotently they are starting to do something about it.
Please pray for my parent's church. It is under attack. Honestly i am not going into depth here on the web. talk with me and i will let u know what is up. There is a real good chance of split in the church.
Last night i was able to come out to my parents about my past in the black arts. I want show them how much i have change my life in the past year, and how much their church has effected my walk with GOD. Church abuse of power is the one thing that will get me angry in a flash. A church should be a place of suppurting each other, not a place to teat each other up (thats the worlds job).
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